8.7.06
ever since i had that near-3 hour talk with her that night, i've been feeling drained and tired cos i slept at 2am. i havent been able to recuperate and everytime i wake up to have breakfast, i feel like dozing off again. so, the point is, i have absolutely zero ability to stay up late, so dont force me to. im beyond hope. anyway she really rocks...i can absolutely be myself when i talk to her, she so understands me. will be seeing her soon. :)
had durian party last night. yumm! durians rock..weiyang and liyun were so funny. after eating two, they already complained of being heaty. i can easily eat an entire box by myself. :) weiyang's the ultimate. he loves making fun of me, omigosh, i really feel like killing him sometimes. we were watching the inyeong mv on youtube (its the king and the clown song) and he said that the singer owned me. :( so bad..i never even said i was of comparable standards to her. she's been the korean diva for 22 years already!! of cos la! so embarrassing. after that we played some bridge, and halfway through, he gave it up to play dota. -____- so we ended up playing daidee with jiaying. which wasnt too bad. :) then he came back from dota and it was bridge again. yays. love such gatherings. so fun. :)
class was fab ytday. tommy's super duper funny, i really enjoy his lessons. he's so unglam when it comes to demonstrating i cant help laughing everytime he does something. fang laoshi's funny too..but in a different way. he's funny cos he's too annoying. tommy's like the childish little boy who refuses to grow up even though he's in his twenties already. and he's nice! he let us learn wo yao kuai le. omigosh. i love that song, i was hoping to learn it in class and it really came true. YAYS! im so gonna pick this song for my test... :) during class alex was put in such a tight spot. tommy kept forcing him to open his mouth and sing so that the voice would come through, but alex was so so intent on acting cool he just refused (think jay chou mumbling to look cool). then tommy tried to make him sing to the three of us (girls) so that he'd get the right feel for the song...which was some love song. alex dutifully looked passionate, trying to dian us with his small eyes when he sang, but he still refused to open his mouth! i tried SO HARD not to look so i wouldnt burst out laughing. it's rude to laugh at your classmate.. but alex is sooo comical la. he tries so hard to look cool but honestly, it's hard to look cool while singing. tommy should infect him with some of his un-glamour. :)
today there's fang laoshi's class. DOOMSDAY. havent seen him for a long time...must brace myself for criticism. tommy says everyone of us has to take part in superstar. SO DEAD.
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7.7.06
am i that easy to misunderstand? well intentions have been misread lately.. maybe hafta go to the temple and bai bai for some change of luck.
i missed my last episode of CID. tmdtmdtmd. cant believe it. i called my sister twice to remind her to tape the episode but STILL. ok she faithfully did what i told her to...she doublechecked. and then the recorder screws up. i demand starhub cable to change a new set for us. tmd. the thing only recorded 33s of the freaking SONG! not even the show. after watching 19 full episodes of the show, i finally miss the last last one. wah lao. i dont know how to explain how i feel about it, but it really sucks. i am absolutely addicted to the show such that i can rewatch my recorded episodes twice, i can remember details and subtitles..i even know that qi yuwu wore CK briefs when he was saving liwen in the fire. shitified. it is like once in a lifetime that my two favourite mediacorp hunks collaborate in a same show. this so has to happen.
anyway, i was racking my brains for a solution. no use crying over spilt milk. the recorder played me out, no choice. so a brillant thought struck me. MOBTV! omigosh. for those who dont know, it's the online mediacorp tv portal...and this particular show's available on the portal. i made immediate access to the site upon my revelation, and then i signed up blah blah blah. after going through all that, i realised that i had to pay to watch, and anyway the last episode wasnt uploaded yet. all other 19 eps were. -____- yea it costs $2.90 per ep. my dad says its cheap. so i dont know if we'll finally download it to watch. but meanwhile, i have decided to give my last alternative plan a try. the final resort! TVMOBILE. i know exactly what time the 9pm show reruns are aired on tvmobile because i catch them once in a while on my way home from bbdc. so yeah. i went to bbdc site to specially book a driving lesson scheduled at 8am. i was really lucky! that was the only slot available! :D btw, most bbdc members would understand that the 8am slot sucks for many reasons...you are really groggy when u drive cos you just woke up, and when u woke up, it's really really early at 7am? then the traffic is real heavy, lane changing is a super duper challenge at times. ya, but for all that, im willing to sacrifice. and since the show only starts at 10am, (lesson ends at 9.40), i will have time to go to the toilet, catch a TIBS bus, then change to a SBS bus with tvmobile. if there's still time, i can always wait for the next SBS to come along. then the problem arises...the show lasts an hour. how am i gonna spend an hour on the bus?! my home's only 10 mins away.. :(
so other than that problem, i should be able to watch the final episode of CID. oh! but what about dad! he wants to watch too.
omg. we shd just download if we're that desperate. since he says its cheap...
oh and mob has the champions. u know that swimming show with qiyuwu, yanxingshu, or for male readers of this blog, fiona xie??? i absolutely LURVE it. qiyuwu's first show with his fab bod after building up. tall, dark and handsome. BEST. not forgetting dashing coach yanxingshu. ARGH. and i thought i could have access at mobtv to all these fab fab shows for free. but well, it costs la. everything costs money. :( i'll think about it..or rather, make dad think about it.
MEDIACORP, so bad. cheat my feelings... :(
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5.7.06
seriously, i dont want to hear anymore shit about packing luggages. how long can packing take?! even if it takes donkey years, it's still not the right excuse. if someone were important, a mere activity like packing would be so insignificant. obviously, some people care less than i do about them. just screw it.
suggest something, get the whole world excited and involved, then abandon ship. fab work.
i cant help feeling mad. i put a lot of effort and feeling into each friendship only to be snubbed at by such lame excuses. life so isnt fair.
viv and cher and ck rock. for being so marvellous.
terence of course.
ARGH.
okie. ytday viv came to meet me. was surprised that she appeared so soon...and so its cos she drove! wth...i really want my license now. whether i drive or not thereafter's another issue...she's the first female friend who has driven me. i think she's really cool la. :) in many many things. she's good at everything! *faints* ay too bad she's not gg to the same sch as i. or we'd have loads of fun tgthr..and we'd be able to attend sports/smux camp tgthr! mm..and we shared a bowl of prawn noodles ytday...i dumped all the beansprouts and that onion thingy to her...since she said she liked. hahaha. there was so so much! eeps. but it was fun...reminded me of rgps days. she'd add like lots and lots of chilli into her prawn noodles and end up with her lips chilli-red. she was the chilli queen! well it seems like i havent shared food with a friend for a long time...i kinda miss that intimacy. viv rocks. love her :)
my horoscope today (i've taken to reading horoscopes everyday since im so free now..)says that i should try out new options in order for a dream which ive been planning for to come true. that sounds awfully like my sports/smux camp. although of course, it's not exactly such a great dream whatsoever, but something tells me that i should just not be a coward and go. i'll work on impulse i guess...during matriculation. sports/smux camp organisers! tempt me to go!!
oh then again, if i wanna join the music interact club's freshman camp, i cant go for sports camp. then smux camp is immediately before accountancy camp so i'll just die of exhaustion if i go for both. -____- how how how! MIC's like a must so that i can see what its like...i need to continue singing after i stop music clinic to improve. ah...impulse then! we'll see which camps' organisers can attract me more on that day..haha. yays.
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4.7.06
this is the trailer of king and the clown with the heart-stirring song... just by watching the trailer, it's hard to comprehend the depth of the movie, which deals with issues such as homosexuality, corruption, poverty etc etc. my sister is an avid fan of lee jun ki who plays the effeminate clown. i am super resistant to guys who are this slender and pardon me, i insist he's to the extent of being girly...so i never thought i'd end up in the theatre and being moved by lee jun ki's acting. his acting, together with that of the two other leads, really inspired me and made me feel sad that this love story had to end in tragedy.
basically, the story's about two homo minstrels who were deeply in love with one another. and as they jest about the king and his court, they are arrested and taken back to the palace for punshiment. the minstrels gamble with the king and win, thus earning a place to stay in the palace as the king's jesters. the king has a maniacal side to him which is often seen throughout the movie, and it is later found out that it is the result of a sad past where his mother was murdered by his father. the king then falls for lee, (im not too sure why, possibly due to his soft and demure side) and the story ends off involving a love triangle. this is just the love story. i wont address the other issues...or it'll be telling the whole movie!
there was this scene where lee's fellow minstrel/lover had his eyes seared with hot iron as punshiment for going against the king. the minstrel had no fear in his eyes..it was absolutely remarkable.. you could really sense the strength he had in his character as well as his compelling love for lee. then they featured lee's sadness over his lover going blind. it was very very moving too...it reminded me very much of romeo and juliet...(perhaps because the subtitles were mostly crafted in the olden victorian english format...) it just had to make you cry...seeing the pain the lovers experienced. lee was crying...being expressive like a girl...whereas although his lover was blind and hurting and he could still jest and appear strong, we all knew he was hurting inside too. the hurt, it was just so so tangible..
initially, i was very very put off by lee because he was in no way like a man. there were some slightly gay parts to the opening scenes (which are far less elaborate as comopared to brokeback's but nonetheless provoking) which really made me feel like retching and throwing up my dinner. i never knew i was that homophobic.
anyway, watch the trailer and let me know how you feel. it's worth watching, this show. definitely.
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was reading some stuff on stomp about whether boxers or briefs were better.. then i saw the nick of someone who commented...'seantzw'. i thought it was very familiar. then i realised it was the sean from that zhenghua camp...cos his email has the same 'seantzw' on it. muahaha. im a bright spark. anyway, just in case u all were wondering, sean prefers briefs. :D
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3.7.06
milubing!!! NIC!!!!!
the blog skin's still in a haphazard state...will finish it properly when i've the mood.
delivery men are here...and as usual, my maid's making a fuss. wah lao. cant stand it...she just loves it when there are visitors...males especially. gets me really irritated somehow seeing her so excited.
superband ytday was fabulous. even the band that i totally look down upon did well ytday. frankly, i even enjoyed their performance. sigh!! milubing was in a bad position..threatened by so many other bands that prepared so hard for the wildcard. i dont know if the website's updated the results...but it says that milubing's in. i hope i hope i hope!! i forgot to vote ytday cos i was too engrossed with the CID show...oh well. nic totally rocks...he's like way too cute. he's young, energetic and has that rebellious streak. omigosh. too bad he's younger than i. :(
rocker nic rocks! 
cutenesss! :)
ahhhh!! nic!!
awww...
alright enough of them. just an update on my all-time favourite CID show... liwen died ytday. F*CK. poor qi yu wu...he's alone now. he loved her so much! the scenes where he asked her to be his girlfriend, asked her to marry him...freaks...i could have given up a few years of my life to be in liwen's position! damn sad. i cant bear to watch him mourn over her death...freaking sad... :(
project superstar's back. omigod. why so fast! was shocked when i saw the ad ytday...wasnt it just the end of last year that weilian was made superstar? i dunno i dunno i dunno..how..i'd like to audition. but it's so scary...and mum wont let me go far anyway. sheesh...this needs some serious pondering over. if fang laoshi's the judge, he'll support me for sure. argh.
oh man oh man! i just found out that nic's actually 21!!!! YAY! :)
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2.7.06
in spite of everything, i think terence rocks. everyday i pray that things will be better..and sometimes these prayers come true. i really wish for things to return to the old state of normality. there's always this inexplicable huge gap in between that refuses to be filled. if time can improve matters, ive got the patience to wait. bah...
su qian's coming to town. OMG. there's no running away from her...haha. i didnt have the opportunity to visit her in taiwan but now she's coming to look for me. sheesh. my godma misses me. i miss her too. if only her daughter was more adorable, i'd fly to taiwan every holiday to visit. taiwan's like my 2nd home on the globe. i'm missing my yang le duo...the taiwanese version of yakult. :(
my driving was much better today. PHEW. it was absymal last week...i could have just cancelled my test date and postponed it. last week i saw the wrong poles for parallel parking on two attempts! today, though, it was simply puuurrfect. omigosh. i'm so proud of it. but i bet if i were to try it a second time, i would fumble. haha. lane change was horrendous this morning...the traffic was really really heavy and no one wanted to give way to a poor learner. so yeah, thank goodness my test isnt in the morning. sheer madness :) and mr leow has this really funny smile...everytime he smiles, i end up laughing to myself. haha. but he's encouraging. always tells me not to worry. and i really believe him. :)
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